I don't feel like doing this anymore

[Jing]

I've lost the inspiration, I haven't felt it in a long time. I try to sit in front of the screen and crank out an interlinear chapter, even if I'm not paying attention, but my fingers just don't move.

I don't know if it'll come back or not, nothing excites me anymore about any of this. What was once my passion has all but died inside of me. I'll force myself to stare at the screen and try to make sense of the Aramaic, only to find myself being distracted by a spider on the wall....or finding any excuse to walk away and do something, anything, else....hoping this burden I've placed upon myself will just disappear....maybe the server's hard drive will crash and I'll have an excuse to dump it all.

Something strange has happened.

Dear Paul,

Thank you for every effort you have made. From time to time, we need some rest.

I have a look at here almost everyday. I have a lot of frustration in life but I find peace in the Messiah.

Though just a handful people recognize the original of the Aramaic NT, I believe God has given the sign of His restoration to this generation.

When almost the whole Christianity is in the darkness, the Light of the Truth is shining here and there for the sincere believers to see and follow.

GOD bless you.

Jing